Monthly Archives: December 2012

December 21st, 2012



It’s here. Finally.

A young woman asked me if I thought the world was really going to end tomorrow (It’s already December 21st in Australia, folks). I was surprised at her question. She was serious and concerned, so I said “No, the world is not going to end tomorrow.” A look of relief crossed her face.

She said she didn’t fall for the Y2K thing (she must have been 6 at the time) but that the images, headlines, media attention, etc had really made her uneasy.

I explained that change has been happening for a long time. We’re in the midst of it and have been. Is it the middle? the end of change and birth into the new age? Dunno. We’re simply here now.

There are a lot of meditations going on. That’s wonderful! Find one if you’re so inclined or do your own thing.


December 21st, 2012 at 6:12 AM EST the Sun enters the feminine sign of Capricorn. It is the longest night of the year and the shortest amount of daylight in the northern hemisphere. It is and ending while at the same time it is a beginning. The renewal of the Sun. Light begins increasing at 3:12:01 as it has  for millions, maybe even billions of years.


Celebrate! Enjoy! Let go of the old and make room for the new in your life.

Remember: Eternity is now. You’re already here.


Children Massacred


This unspeakable, horrifying terror goes beyond way any parent’s worst nightmare. Words cannot convey everyone’s sorrow and horror. I cannot imagine what the parents and families are going through. God help them, please. Prayers for them all.


Feeling Out of Sorts Lately?


This describes exactly how I’ve been feeling for a long time now (seems like a long time, anyway). Whether it’s legit or not, I cannot say, but I can say that the description is spot on. I found this on Facebook and wanted to share it with you guys. If it resonates, great! If not, hit delete:

Ascension Symptoms

Feeling as though you are in a pressure cooker or intense energy; feeling stress. Remember, you are adjusting to a higher vibration and

you will eventually adjust. Old patterns, behaviors and beliefs are also being pushed to the surface. There is a lot going on inside of you!

A feeling of disorientation; not knowing where you are; a loss of a sense of place. You are not in 3D anymore, as you have moved or in the process of moving into the higher realms.

Unusual aches and pains throughout different parts of your body. You are purifying and releasing blocked energy vibrating at 3D while you are vibrating in a higher dimension.

Waking at night between 2 and 4 a.m. Much is going on in your dream state. You can’t be there for long lengths of time and need a break. This is also the “cleansing and releasing” hour.

Memory loss. A great abundance of short term memory loss and only vague remembrances of your past. You are in more than one dimension at a time, and going back and forth as part of the transition (you are experiencing a “disconnect”). Also, your past is part of the Old, and the Old is forever gone. Being in the Now is the way of the New World!

“Seeing” and “hearing” things. You are experiencing different dimensions as you transition, all according to how sensitive you are and how you are wired.

Loss of identity. You try to access the Old you, but it is no longer there. You may not know who you are looking at in the mirror! You have cleared much of your old patterns and are now embodying much more light and a simpler, more purified divine you. All is in order….you’re OK.

Feeling “out of body”. You may feel as though someone is talking, but it is not you. This is our natural defense mechanism of survival when we are under acute stress or feeling traumatized or out of control. Your body is going through a lot and you may not want to be in it. My ascension guide told me that this was a way of easing the transition process, and that I did not need to experience what my body was going through. This only lasted a short time. It passes.

Periods of deep sleeping. You are resting from all the acclimating and are integrating, as well as building up for the next phase.

Heightened sensitivities to your surroundings. Crowds, noise, foods, TV, other human voices and various other stimulations are barely tolerable. You also overwhelm very easily and become easily over-stimulated. You are tuning up! Know that this will eventually pass.

You don’t feel like doing anything. You are in a rest period, “rebooting”. Your body knows what it needs. In addition, when you begin reaching the higher realms, “doing” and “making things happen” becomes obsolete as the New energies support the feminine of basking, receiving, creating, self-care and nurturing. Ask the Universe to “bring” you what you want while you are enjoying yourself and having fun!

An intolerance for lower vibrational things (of the 3D) reflected in conversations, attitudes, societal structures, healing modalities, etc. They literally make you feel “sick” inside. You are in a higher vibration and your energies are no longer in alignment. You are being “pushed” to move forward… “be” and create the New.

A loss of desire for food. Your body is adjusting to a new, higher state of being. Also, part of you does not want to be here anymore in the Old.

Tiring of friends, activities, habits, jobs and residences. You are evolving beyond what you used to be, and these people and surroundings no longer match your vibration. The New will soon arrive and feel so-o-o-o much better!

You absolutely cannot do certain things anymore. When you try to do your usual routine and activities, it feels downright awful. Same as above.

Days of extreme fatigue. Your body is losing density and going through intense restructuring.

A need to eat often along with what feels like attacks of low blood sugar. Weight gain (especially in the abdominal area). A craving for protein. You are requiring an enormous amount of fuel for this ascension process. Weight gain with an inability to loose it no matter what you do is one of the most typical experiences. Trust that your body knows what it is doing.

Experiencing emotional ups and downs; weeping. Our emotions are our outlet for release, and we are releasing a lot.

A wanting to go Home, as if everything is OVER and you don’t belong here anymore. We are returning to Source. Everything IS over. (But many of us are staying to experience and create the New World). Also, our old plans for coming have been completed.

Feeling you are going insane, or must be developing a mental illness of some sort. You are rapidly experiencing several dimensions and greatly opening. Much is available to you now. You are just not used to it. Your awareness has been heightened and your barriers are gone. This will pass and you will eventually feel very at Home like you have never felt before, as Home is now here.

Anxiety and panic. Your ego is losing much of itself and is afraid. Your system is also on overload. Things are happening to you that you may not understand. You are also losing behavior patterns of a lower vibration that you developed for survival in 3D. This may make you feel vulnerable and powerless. These patterns and behaviors you are losing are not needed in the higher realms. This will pass and you will eventually feel so much love, safety and unity. Just wait!

Depression. The outer world may not be in alignment with the New, higher vibrational you. It doesn’t feel so good out there. You are also releasing lower, darker energies and you are “seeing” through them. Hang in there!

Vivid, wild and sometimes violent dreams. You are releasing many, many lifetimes of lower vibrational energy. Many are now reporting that they are experiencing beautiful dreams. Your dream state will eventually improve and you will enjoy it again. Some experience this releasing while awake.

Night sweats and hot flashes. Your body is “heating” up as it burns off residue.

Your plans suddenly change in mid-stream and go in a completely different direction. Your soul is balancing out your energy. It usually feels GREAT in this new direction, as your soul knows more than you do! It is breaking your “rut” choices and vibration.

Quintessential Scorpio


What an odd day. Everyone was behaving a bit strangely. Those who don’t have sinus troubles have a family member or two who have the annoying dry cough and painful sinus cavities. I myself have been suffering with it for the past couple of weeks.

It had been an uneventful morning. I could not have known that I was about to have my own mini-cosmic experience and meet a perfect human example of Saturn in Scorpio!

The gentle man stepped up to my cash register. Apparently he was suffering from the sinus crap. He looked like I felt.

He was dressed entirely in black (so Scorpio). I could only see him from the waist up and at first I thought he had on a black overcoat. I thought maybe he was an old Goth, but the name on his card told me otherwise. He was a monk!

images(this is what he was wearing)

He had an intense gaze (Scorpio) even though it was obvious he didn’t feel well.

“How are you?” I asked.

“I’d be a lot better if I were at home in bed,” he sniffled.

“Me, too.”

“But, noooo, they keep coming in and saying ‘we need this’ and ‘we’re out of that’. I kept telling them, ‘well then go to the store!’ But here I am. I should be in bed. It’s hard having children. I should know.”

I wondered who “they” were, but kept my question to myself (Scorpio hates to reveal private details) and I’m pretty sure Monks don’t have biological kids. Besides, I couldn’t stop laughing long enough to get a question out. He continued……

“I keep telling them their life will be so much better if they simply don’t piss me off. Remember: I worked on the hospital ward where everyone died. I know how to kill you, give you last rites and hide your body. Let’s not even get into retroactive abortion.”

He was welcome comic relief in the middle of a long day. As I handed his card back to him I said, “I’m going to look you up!”

“I’ll deny this ever happened!” he smiled, sneezed and walked off with his groceries.



Pluto in Capricorn


Pluto, that little wrecking ball, the one who will not go away because scientist demoted it from its planetary status, will be in Capricorn for the next 12 years. I am thrilled about that fact because so much ugly, hidden, horrid stuff will be brought to light and exposed for what it really is and there’s nothing they can do to stop it.

Capricorn rules B.I.G. business. Not just corporations, also the stuff of spy novels – that we’ve been duped into believing were figments of writers with very strong imaginations. Here’s an article that proves otherwise and this is only the beginning. Read it in its entirety if you dare. If you don’t get chills, you’ve been watching way too much TV – this is real.

James Bond and the killer bag lady